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Hmmmm..

What should I write now??.. My feelings are fighting inside of me.. I don't really know what should I feel.. Dah la tk tido since yesterday.. And my eyes barely opens.

I just finished my 1st paper: Numerical Analysis.. I hate that subject a lot!! And I don't think I gain any benefit from it.. I just want to pass it..gerem she..

I think I did my best in the exam, and I'll accept whatever comes in the result Insha Allah..
I managed to pull myself togather yesterday, I read Qura'an, Doa and called my family again.. I tried to reach to her..but I guess she's not so that interested lately..never mind, work can be tiring sometimes..

I am beginning to like a certain song and group lately, I'll talk about the group later, but I'll post the lyric of the song in here..

nak blog..nak blog..NAK BLOOOOOG!!!

dh lama nk blog, tapi asik postpone-postpone..
this week, I felt really terrible .. And my heart is so closed and shut..I couldn't study or think straight. And also, something else comes up, and it add more pain to my mind….sheesh.. I can't really cope with all of this..

Thank God my family called from Makkah, though they doesn't call a lot , but this week they called, and I managed to take everything out of my chest and tell them my problems.. It really made me feel better when I do so.. I guess I needed someone to hear me out..

This sem is so hard for me, I even feel sometimes of doing study leave, but I can't afford that, I have to finish fast.. A lot of people expect me to do so..

You know, what is hurt the most, is that when you do something and try your best to do..still you doesn't succeed..and the hardest is that when you really know that even your best is not enough..
Haiz… God I really feel down now, I hope I can do my best in tomorrow's exam paper..my hardest subject this sem.. I don't even know if I can manage to pass it.. But unless I try my best, I never know..

Pray for me everyone~
Signing off : aSier A.K.A Usamah

Yesterday, I attended a programme organized my friends from Singapore under Association of Singaporean Sociey,IIUM (ASSIIUM). The programme was about the ASSIIUM members who are graduating in this semester.

The best agenda of the programme is when the graduates are supposed to stand in front of the audience and give their speech. All emotions and feelings all mixed up on that time… after 4 years or more of good and bad experience in UIA, they leaving this magic place… University life is really unique, and I am very sure that everyone who gone through it will never forget it and will forever long for those great he spend in University....

follow this link to know more about this..
btw, I really love Raymond.CC blog. it contains a lot of IT topics.. and the guy is really brilliant. :)

My mind does have alot of things to say, and it is really racing too fast.. and I don't want those ideas and words to dissappear.. so I really need to blog them..

I've been in a lot of work lately. and my study is at the top, then there is this society of mine. then other small things that also eats up my time.. Time is really my biggest enemy.. still, no one have ever beats it..

Final exams are near, and there are projects and assignments reaching its due dates.. I am really in trouble..
not to mention what all the Muallads are asking from me now.." when is the AGM?"... arrrggghhh i really don't have time for this.. My study comes first, then this society..

I really don't know who's going to carry the burden of being the next president.. but who ever that is, الله يعينه والله

arrrggghhh....

I can't be  sick  now, I really have a lot of things to be prepared next week . . . Alhamdulillah 3ala kul 7al.
I felt it yesterday, when I woke up. My throut start hurting badily, and I could'nt wake up for my class. So i jz skipped it, then I have another class at night, I skipped that one also, but I went to the Clinic to  check and take an MC.. and I only managed to get an MC for one day..which is yesterday... clinic yg tk guna! ;p

I'm sick today also, and it had been worsen by time.. I think I won't buy Iftar for myself today, I hope someone will do that for me...

I need to take a lot of rest now. Insha allah this fever will disappear by tonight...Amin..

pray for me guys.. later~

As the title stated, I am taking my "Final Year Project" this sem. I really didn't prepare that I'll take it this sem, in the end it turn out to be its my only subject that available for me to take..the rest i have to take it next sem..my final sem.

Man, this subject is really tough. the name of my project is " Speech Emotion Recognition". I have to create a program or a demo at least, that can identify the speaker's emotion weither he is angry, sad, happy or neutral.

I have meetings with the supervisor every week.. I'll be meeting him again soon. and I know that this project is not that easy..

I'll post about it later