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11th of April
I woke up at 6.?? , to c the whole house in action, my lil sis is wondering frm room 2 room 2 dress, my lil bro is eating his breakfast very fast, my two big brothers r discussing their small project b4 they go to their job…n abt me, I was preparing myself to go to a place billions of people r willing 2 pay thousands for visiting it…im going to alHaram!!!
My father left me there n said dat he'll come back after 2 hrs, I enter alharm n was walking to slowly s my heart beat so fast , thanking allah that I was able to c this place a again…
I went to the Ka'bah n perform tawaf,then I went to assafa wa almarwah n perform alsa'ei….n that’s it!! I did umrah!! After that I took a place infront of the holy ka'abah n start praying for all muslimin n muslimat,for my parents,for my frends, n for all those who asked me to pray for them….
I kept staring at the ka'abah for so long till I realize dat I was late for my father,then I went out n meet him n back to my house to continue sleeping s I didn’t manage to get enough rest frm yesterday journey.
I woke up @ lunch tym, n it was da 1st home made food I didn't eat for almost 1 year…n s most of u guess wat is it….nasi ayam!!! Hehehehe bt in my moms way, I love u mama…(I sound lyk a gal saying lyk dat!! :S)
Then they gather arnd me s I continue telling my adventure in Malaysia!! hw I did dis n did dat..hw I manage to hold on until da laz min! <<<In the evening , I decided dat it's tym for me to do a short visit to my grandmother's house n also meet my two anti s they live there too. I went there n got the warm welcome s I was expecting, alhamdulillah every1 was ok n seem go.my granny looks a bit sick actually..urrrr..umm ,well she is mor dan to say a bit…bt im trying 2 ease myself here ok!!:( it's jz sad to say ur lovers in pain n suffering, n u can't do anything 2 cast dat pain away frm them…all I can do for my granny now,is to stay bside her, n pray dat allah will ease da lyf to her…..
Actually people,I want to talk abt me granny a bit here…u noe wat? I didn't noe dat she is a mother of my father till I get 4 or 5 years I guess,(stupied me ha)n let me add mor to my stupidity,I didn't noe dat my only uncil is my uncil till later age,I thought he is my father's close frend, n was all the tym wondering y does he came to our house a lot!!!!!!! Anyhw,at the age of 5 or 6,my grandmother,or lyk I use to call her"sitti", told me dat everytym I go n visit her,I'll get small amount of money..n wow I loved the idea so much(n who doesn't :D) , so da next day I went to her house, I went directly to her room n rudely ask for my money!! Hahahahaha n guess wat I got!!! A stronge slap frm my father s he was there wif me wen I said so!!! Hahahaha
Dat was da 1st day dat I begin to love my granny more n more s tym pass by……

Ohh allah, I pray dat my grandmother will become better, n no harm got to her…AMIN!!!

Later homie…got to hit the town!!!! :p

10th of April
I wake up 2day at 8.30am ,n pack up my things n dress up myself. My plan is at 3.30pm n I hv to b in the airport b4 2 .. pak cik murshid pick me up from uia matric n we hit the road to the airport arnd 11am. Every place I pass, every sight seen I c,I take a deep look s im nt going to enjoy such a thing in Saudi. . .
We reached the airport arnd 1 , I weight lugged n finish everything n half an hr , then my uncle want to leave coz he hv so many things to do s a lecture, so I excused him, n after a few min I was alone in the airport waiting for my plan… *sigh*
Hrs later I found myself sitting in my seat waiting for this MAS airplane to take off, s it did so, tears fall of my eyes s im going 2 leave Malaysia for the 2nd tym…
The journey was so tough, 8.30 hrs!!! n I stayed awake all dat tym! Thinking of uia n my frends there, how much I really miss them…
Alhamdulillah I reached Jeddah on tym, n I oredy change to Iharam wen we pass the miqat, n yes it was hard to move wif dat dress…:D
The 1st thing I encounter in the airport is …the aggressive way dat those *tooot* Saudi people welcome us…sheeesh anyhow, I didn’t expect sumtin gd I guess….
And to make things more worse, I received my lugged really late!! Actually,I was the last one to take his lugged…aarrrgggghhh
And wen they check my lugged, there was a problem!!! They needed to c wat inside my brief case !! so I opened it n showed them s I dun hv anything to hide, there were not many things inside actually: some gifts for my sisters, letters for my family, important documents, n a few cds n dvds.. the laz 2 items made some trubles s the officer insist 2 check it contains… ahhhhhhhh another a stupid unnecessary delay!!!
He send to a room , I met a man wif a pc n he ask me to hv a seat till he can finish his job….all this is gd n ok n I can accept it , bt the problem I notice n I cld close my eyes to is da…this man doesn't now dat much abt computer!!! He was asking me how to open this n how to open dat, n wat is this file(pada hal it's only word document files!!aahhhh) he was really annoying me wif stupid Qs, bt I was a gd man whom always hv a positive thinking s I keep telling to myself*he might b testing me psychologically* (yeah ryt..)…
Alhamdulillah I finish at last frm him, then I was on my way to meet my family….i came out to the crowd…scanning people's faces…n searching for any known one…n..there he they r!!! 1st one was my lil bro coming like a lion toward me n hugging …then I went to my perents n kissed their hands, them to the rest of my family,…then they took me wif my lugged n throw me in our car n off we go to our house!!! …the weird part is dat there were no tears wen I met my family!!it was almost one whole year since I last met them n I was expecting to break into tears the 1st thing I c them,bt I didn't....... . . how hard is my heart is!?…
All the way from Jeddah to makkah was laughing n fun s I try my best to tell anything important I did during my absence. Things arnt the same in makkah too,things change,people change(yeh,lyk if I nd to noe), situations change, bt no matter to which way it does so,gd or bad, we r opt to accept them..
I reached my house n had my late late dinner,which was BAKE!! A fast food restaurant that evry muallad miss,hahahaha…
I stay very late that nyt,I was listening to my big bro s he try to tell how is thing here..n we nearly finish talking arnd 4am… I hd 2 sleep so dat I can perform my umrah 2moro……"HOME SWEET HOME"!!!

I'm so happy today,there is so many reason to make me feel so, bt the best one to be mention here is that i'm going back to my home town 2moro..YEAH!!!! after almost 10 months far from home, i'm going back.
makkah..my believed place..i pray that i'll never be away from u...

me and my singaporean friends planned to go out this weekend. i woke up at 11.15 am and try my best to woke my roommates ( husam n farid) as they are accomponing me always. we dressed up and rush to de HS canteen as we supposed to meet the S'poreans there. we took our lunch and off we go on our breakout from this University...

the plan was to hang out at midvalley and watch a movie,but some of us ( 8 people..boys only!!dat was da deal!! :D) didn't agree on that n prefare to watch cenima in Time square!! - for myself,i wanted to go to midvalley cz i only went there once.... :) - in de end we vote ... n Time square became our destination!!

it was a long time since we went out 2gather,as a boy gang!! heheh.. :p things can get a bit serious wen we r alone, ain't dat ryt guys!!?? ;D

we reached to time square at 3.XXpm . den we went to buy da tickets, n unfortunatly,we cldnt find a suitable time other than 6.45pm!!!! GOD,dat 3 hrs gap man!! n we didn't plan wat to do in dat free time..*sigh* .. well,hussam n farid decided to hv their lunch cz they didn't eat yet, addha went to buy sumtin. so me,hafis,haron,darwis,and izhar hang arnd in the complex .. then suddenly a question come to my mind:" hw do gals lyk window-shopping?!" its really tiring jumping frm a shop to another, n they can do it walau pun tak buy anything, wierd gals!! :p hahahaha... i really got exusted dat day as i never got b4, as i'm always da one wit high stamina, bt i guess i push myself a bit...da best thing dat we did is to enter "Borders"!! a bookshop ,as i always lyk bookshop! i was wondering in the bookshop frm corner to corner,shelf to shelf,bt i cldn't find it,until i reached da other entrence n found" harry potter"!! hahaha yes i'm really Fan of harry potter n im so eager to have da latest book"the half blood prince"!! but it's sooo expensive!! . . . ummm..any sponsers?! :p

then it was "MOVIE TIME"!! so we went to the place, and minets later, there we r on our seats... ehh! i didn't tell u wat we'r going to watch ha!? well da movie was " Final Destination 3"!! a "scary movie" , i didnt say dat but dat wat i heard.. for me , i really enjoy it!! cz it got wat i like, it hv deep thinking n sumtims depends on inner feelings n signs..i would giv it 8 out of 10!! that is bcz i was able to figure out some of the upcoming scenes, n it didn't freak me dat much...muahahahahaha!!!!

after we finish da movie i felt wierd n jz want to get back to the Uni, sorry guys, i really wasn't feeling well at that nyt...my bad..
n for some economic reason, i choosed to walk all the way frm time square to KLCC!! . . . damn u r ryt!! it's really tiring! i even stopped 4 a 30 min in da middle of the road jz to catch my breath as i discovered later dat i was suffering frm fever!!*sigh*

da journey was nic , and day end by returning alone,*sheesh* to tell da truth, i didn't want to go out in the 1st place,bt as rumers spread in the Uni dat our water supply will b cut off,i didn't giv it another chance to think abt da subject...

well, i guess this one will be my last outing, the Final examination is Damn near! and i didn't even finish my quizes n projects...*sigh* Uni lyf is so tough....BUT I DAMN LIKE IT :D!!! i bet dat u do to... k got to go nw, my next post will b a poem 1... either a quote,or one of my own... bye for now!!! :)

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where we begin to see each other
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall