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I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where we begin to see each other
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

yesterday,i was feeling so down n boerd,thinking of this life n wat i'm doing in it. things seems to be nt in their ryt places. i mess up so much this sem. i lost more dan i gain. i wasn't so in gd mood all the last year actually,it's really sumtin dissapointing. suddenlly i saw wat da society call"a dissabled person", smiling 2 me n great me wit salam. i begin 2 think n talk 2 myself: " are my problems same as his? are my diffeculties more dan his? y shld i b so sad? i'm healthy,n in a gd condition. i'm nt suffering frm any disease or in da middle of a war. y shld i feel so down? my problem or watever i'm in is far 2 simple frm wat others r facing. those who r in need for a drop of water ; those who r living a war situation ; those who doesn't hv anything 2 eat ... cheer up man, u r over reacting!!" . . . yes i'm over reacting, we shldn't think too deep abt our small matters, as long as we do our best, n ask help frm allah, i dun think we shld b so sad or worried..
well, jz for those who think dat lyf is missrable n doesn't worth it, try to pray "Istekhrah" , u ull ask ur lord 2 choose 4 . wat more do any1 wants?!

2 days unsleep, more than 5 tyms a day eating, totally bankrupted..MID-TERMS FINISHED!!! i'm so glad dat i finish my mid-terms b4 da begining of sem-break, after all that stressness n the tireness i can relax now n enjoy a gd free-week-sleeping..hehe.
nw i have around 2 weeks holiday,well nt exactly. i've begin it by joining my frends in their sports activity,we've playing football so regulary nw, n da same thing goes 4 volleyball..
bt still,without money life is nt so great..sheesh.. i hv 2 wait 4 da next month 2 receive my badget... well my plan nw 4 dis week..try to survive!!

My heart beat so strong n fast.. i don't lyk this signal,everytime this thing happend, a bad thing will occure.. i pray 2 allah dat it would stop doing so..
i skipped 2 of my classes 2day, i feel so tired n blur,no point frm going 2 lectures in this mood. . . things are nt quite well arnd me lately, i tend 2 waste my tym thinking of my problem, lyf must goes on, we don't usually hv to look so long at wat we hv lost... dat's wat my mind is thinking...

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I really can't take anymore,i feel lyk i'm going to explode in any min. no matter how hard i tried,things turn out to be bad.. i tried my best in my studies, but yet the marks is not that satisfying.. i tried 2 maintain my badget, but yet i end up bankrube every month... i tried 2 be very kind, but yet some people are nt satisfied..maybe it's bcz they doesn't know the dark side of me, that y they say"wen were u nice?"... some people wen u do a singal mistake,they will 4get all ur gd deeds... i think if i get pushed jz a lil bit,da lion within me will b unleashed!! i dun think any1 want 2 see me at dat tym, neither I!!
i asked a frend:"y do people get hurts?", he replied:" bcz sometimes they expect more than they desearve!"...