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i'm so down nw,i feel sooooo stupied n hopeless... i hurted someone so deeply,regardless if it's on purpose or nt .. i did it ...
though, dat one is very importent 2 me, tought me alot of things n ideas, help me 2 over come many diffeculities, share my joys n pleasures, stand wit me infront my pains...nw i lost everything..
i feel like i'm evil n mean..so rude n thankfulless..in dat person's eye.
all wat come frm da heart,goes directly 2 da heart..it was so painful...
i did something wrong,i confess ..bt listening 2 one side its really nt fair.. nt fair at all...

i promise myslef 2 keep my reason inside, it's enough dat i hurt sum1 b4 bcz of it..n i decided 2 suffer alone wen it happend..again.
All wat i can say is dat "silence suffering" is far too hard 4 me to handle, bt i won't let it go ..until i reach my limit!